I Am Willing To Be Willing

Merlyn’s Cave | January 29 2012

Not much night school last night, or too much to recall, not sure which. As I started to not write this, a lot more came up so here We are.

I was reminded about being receptive and got to practice it and did some mantras around it. One was my typical: “I Am willing to be willing.”

I got to take a long look (or lots of looks) at trusting (or not trusting) My Self. I experienced examples (between yesterday during the day and processing in night school) of some of the complications and challenges of being in 5D and 3D. It can be a lot like walking on the railroad tracks with a train behind you and suddenly losing your hearing. How is that for encouragement?

But that is kinda the point. I also saw how many times I got close, had difficulty adjusting and shut down. And this all ties together. There were sooooo many times of one step forward and two steps back. Then one step forward and one step back. Then two steps forward and one step back. I have made progress and slow but sure keeps the brain and All circuits (relatively) intact.

There was practice being in 5D and 3D. There was a hint or tool to help recognize or return to 5D. Interesting as I think about it, it’s a lot like lucid dreaming techniques, Ever since I first heard about lucid dreaming I knew that I wanted to learn to lucid wake. It would seem to Me that being in 5D would be what lucid waking would be like. Looks like lucid waking here I come.

Anyway, the tip is to pick an object or person that you recognize from 5D (probably from dreams) but not from 3D. IF You find your Self noticing this object or person you are in (or very near 5D). Something important to remember is that 5D includes 3D so don’t expect 3D to disappear when You are in 5D.

When You are in 5D, it is easy to forget things or neglect doing things in 3D. I leave me a lot of notes. It is good to get as much practice as possible whenever You don’t have to function in the physical world. Funny, as I was thinking how to word that I flashed that the physical world is NOW beginning to feel like “The Outer Limits”. It is common to slip between realities and not notice. This happens a lot in 3D too but the realities are sooooo similar that few notice.

As we start getting more into 5D the differences between the realities may be more noticeable. Like the way time passes differently in dream or a person trans-locates without moving. We have come to accept this in and as dreaming, but the first few times We do it waking, holy crap Batman!

I read yesterday an article that spoke of the hands being the most direct (body) link to brain. It suggested holding a self-charged crystal in Your hand and working with it to do healing work on Self and then others. In dream (about) a year ago I dreamt that One way to do flying cars involved holding a self-charged crystal in One hand while driving. I played with that some more last night.

Also, got to experience more house plants and car plants etc. It was fun to get the joke that when We live in house plants with everything inside also being living, sentient beans We won’t need to rearrange the furniture it will rearrange itSelf according to its mood. I sure hope everything gets along well and agrees easily??? I can just see My recliner sitting out on the front porch at sub-zero temps: I don’t wanna play with bookshelf, he’s sooooo damn moody.

So, I guess there was a lot last night. Even feels like I’m still missing some.

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