James Gilliland – It’s another home alone at Christmas. Seems a reoccurring pattern. I remember all the family would visit my folks in California who have since passed every Christmas. I would stay home with the excuse of I can’t leave the ranch the pipes will freeze and someone has to feed the animals. I would stock up on food and spend much of the time in deep meditation, take long Epson salt baths and go for a walk through the forest, snow shoes required.
During that time, I would work on releasing the past, forgiving anyone necessary and dive deep into my shadow side seeing what came up to clear. The more I spent time in spirit especially in communication with the higher dimensions the less I desired contact with humanity. I could see how wounded and trapped most of humanity is, how socially engineered, most not even knowing who they are completely detached from their heart and soul.